This post is just a whinge really.
A whingy whiney, no fair, foot stamping, grumpy, self indulgent bleurghhh of a post.
But it’s my blog so yah boo sucks.
Because, there’s not been a pmdd post for a while has there?
But today, well, it feels like it might be back.
The thing is, it’s been a mad few weeks – job interviews, mum in hospital for a while, birthdays, general business, illness – so there are reasons why I might be feeling a little rough, but I was taking it all in my stride. Plodding on. Still relaxed.
Today I am buzzy, jangly, tired. I’ve had mad dreams for the past 3 nights. My friend Lu phoned me earlier and thought I’d been asleep when I’d actually been packing E and M’s clothes for a family weekend away. She said I just sounded different. And I feel different. My head is sore, my blood is rushing through my veins like a million ants tickling their way around my body, crawling beneath my skin, and I don’t feel good.
I talked with my doc this week and he said that as soon as I thought it might be coming back I could have another Decapeptyl injection and head back into the land of menopause, and if it keeps happening we’ll be talking hysterectomy with ovaries removed, so I know it can be sorted, but I was really really hoping I would be one of the people whose hormones sorted themselves out when they kicked back in and but now I’m thinking maybe not.
(And omg wasn’t that a long sentence!)
Anyway,
Bugger Bugger Bollocks
That is all.
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February 23rd, 2012 at 1:33 pm
You’ve got a lot on Jo. Do you think stress could be a factor too? I’m sure this will settle down again. I suppose the more you stress about it the worse it’ll get. Easier said than done, I realise. x
February 23rd, 2012 at 1:50 pm
I don’t think so hon. It’s a feeling that’s not been there for over 6 months (since my first injection), but that I recognise. I’m going to give it a week and see what happens but I blumming hate feeling like this. So annoying. Grrrrrr.
February 23rd, 2012 at 1:41 pm
♥ ♥ &hearts:
February 23rd, 2012 at 1:57 pm
You can always have another injection, I would get on to it, you know when the fog is coming back. How long has this one lasted? I used to have them every 32 days
February 23rd, 2012 at 2:00 pm
Waaah…
February 23rd, 2012 at 6:03 pm
You’ve had a tough time emotionally. Give it a chance to all sink in. We all react to what happens to us and need a little time out. Don’t draw conclusions prematurely. XOX
February 25th, 2012 at 5:18 pm
Have you tried Evening Primrose Oil and Vit B6-my Aunt is going through the change and they’ve massively helped her. My Mother had a hysterectomy that was terribly tough so not always the best option. Sure your Dr can advise you.
February 28th, 2012 at 10:23 pm
I must confess I just had to google PMDD to understand what’s been happening to you. It must be really hard, having that, and early-menopause must be no walk in the park either. I thought I was going to have to have a hysterectomy (and therefore an early menopause) a couple of years ago, because my doctor thought I had severe endometriosis … turned out it was a cyst the size of a grapefruit so I only lost one ovary in the end.