That Sinking Feeling

Sometimes the lows just hit when you’re least expecting them.  You’re flying along so fast, barely able to take in the scenery when, woomph.  It’s been fairly gentle this descent, a soft yet smothering pillow about the head rather than the obvious brick, but sometimes obvious is better.  You can’t fight the obvious.  You can’t [...]

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Drunken Post Alert 2

It’s 3am. Shhhhhhhhh. I am all alone in the house having returned from the lovely Shell’s 30th birthday bash a little worse for wear.  Misses E and M are at their Daddy’s house tucked up with teddies and hopefully having sweet dream  possibly about ’smiling yet serious when it matters’ penguins or dancing pineapple chunks taking over [...]

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The End

Our house is sold.   For £20 000 less than it’s worth.   Which means after paying off our mortgage, redemption figure, fees, debts, parents, overdraft we are going to end up with about 2 or 3 grand each.   It’s annoying but that’s the climate right? But what’s harder is that it’s made me so sad.  I [...]

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AWOL

Ms Beaufoix is officially AWOL. She may be in the bath. She may be sipping wine. She may have a bar of Cadbury’s Dairy Milk. She may be asleep fairly soon. You’ll forgive her though right?   She’s had a long day, decisions have been made, emotions are running a little high and she needs her brain to turn off off [...]

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The Other Stuff

While things seem to be more settled with Miss M, the other situation is ongoing and getting harder.  Mr B and I are separating.  It’s been a hard decision but I’m sure it’s the right one for both of us. That said it’s still a very sad time.  We’ve been together almost 16 years, since I [...]

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